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released May 19, 2014

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Track Name: Judas Booth
I'm getting back into the swing of things
I had a real bad year
I been having trouble connecting to that
Funny feeling
I might call God

But I think I did a real good job
Of convincing myself not
To blow my brains out
Against the wall

It was a full time job
I feel I did it well

You know, considering
I did it well

I think I did pretty OK
Considering how bad it felt

But I'm not my feelings
I got to get them under control
The world don't know my feelings

It just knows me under control

So I got to let that old woman go
I got to let my childhood go
I got to let my anger and resentment go

Before I know how I feel
About my real bad year

I been hunting down an evil me
That a maligned acquaintance
Paid to appear
It's like a cheap Gary Oldman shadow
I got to lure down to the abattoir

So I can finish your half ass job
And kiss his mouth before I blow
His brains out
Against the wall

I'm like my grandpa
The one my mom pretends is dead

So yeah, I'm going to make him disappear
Disappear
I'm going to make him disappear

Gary Oldman
Shadow person,
Disappear!

I'm gonna make him disappear.

Sentence your sense of self to death.
Track Name: Manufactured Crisis Control
I'm so confused about what I'm supposed to do
About my problems
Yeah,
They are so new
That I don't know what to do
And that's my problem
Yeah,
I got a new one

Because the old me
And the new me
Are in a fist fight

I'm still confused
Cuz everyone move I make to use
To solve my problems
Yeah,
Just turns into what I pray is not for you
A brand new problem
You don't want a new one

Because the old me
And the new me
Are in a fist fight

Everybody's got some complicated stuff
They're working through
So if you are patient with me
I will be patient back with you

Every time I see a photograph of you and me
I know my problem
Yeah,
My memory only places lonely me
Before some problem
But I don't want to live there
Yeah,

Because the old me
And the new me
Are in a fist fight

Stuck in the future
Track Name: Pitch Black
Well,
There's only one place on the planet left
Where its OK to turn off your phone

And the functional rational for being there
Is to slip into a fictitious zone

Well I'm living in a very public world
But I was born feeling naked to the bone

And I'll be crying like a baby
With the previews on because I'm going to the movies alone

Cuz I'm down in the pitch black baby
I could be crying and you'd never know

Cuz we're down in the pitch black baby
I could be right beside you and you'd never know

Because this economic language to talk about God
Makes me wanna cram my head in a hole
But I can time travel baby from the darkest spot
And get perennial by reeling a roll

Cuz its a neo-noir bummer wave world
That died an avatar instead of a soul
But I'll be living beyond the dead and gone
Because I'm going to the movies alone

Cuz I'm down in the pitch black baby
I could be crying and you'd never know

You'd never know
Shh…SHUT UP
Boo-hoo
"And the big lizard became his friend..."
But I was like "wah wahwah wah wah wah"

Because I'm running out of reasons to trick myself
Into never ever building a home
I'm on a mystery-less and endless quest
A moratorium made of bone

You know, I used to be a charming vagabond
But now I'm fading into a hobo
And I'm living like I'm already dead and gone
And always going to the movies alone

It's like I'm screaming underwater alone
In the pitch black baby
I could be trying and you'd never know
Cuz we're down in the pitch black baby
And I'm really right beside but you'd never know
Track Name: Circles
You're like a bushel babe
That's hiding all my shine
Of mediocre psycho babble
Mutating my mind

Telling me to dismiss and reject
The world outside
So then
How ain't this relationship
In turn a waste of time?

Cuz I don't know what I wanna do
Always debating bout you in my head

I run it around and around and around
In a circle
Yeah
I run it around and around and around
I run it around

You're in my limbic system
Keeps me so uptight
Preventing me from connecting
With those in my life

Whose affection I could use
To help myself unwind
Makes me fear all my relationships
Are just a waste of time
Cuz I'm

Stuck in a real bad way
But I turn it around

I'm scaring my family
B/c you're putting me down

I'm stuck in a circle, yeah
But I can turn it around

Got spun in a circle, yeah
But I can turn it around

If I can stop spinning long enough to
Turn it around

Show me that your sacred heart's
The human kindness kind
Show me more than 3D printers
Drawing skulls and knives

Show me more than kleptocratic
Demagogue control
Show me that you ain't a lizard
Show you've got a soul
Cuz I

Don't know what I'm gonna do
I guess there really ain't no erasing you from my head

I run it around and around and around
In a circle
Yeah
I run it around and around and around
I run it around
Track Name: Dark Haired Suitor
My King Kong
Keeps me strong
Taking me all around the jungle

A caveman
With a plan
Going to call up Jane in the city

Calling out to her window
Like some proto-Romeo
Tall enough to climb a building

Mowgli of
A kind of love
That is true
Like flowers are pretty

Bagheera of the stuff
That keeps Kaa
Out of the city

It don't make a lick of sense
It got eyes like peppermints
Baby I got evidence
I am getting skinny

So I'm going to cut my hair
Pick me out a suit to wear
Get a bouquet of some flowers
That I think are pretty

Yeah, it's true
I like you
In a way that's more than friendly

I'm going do
What I want
What I want
Is you near me

Talking bout proximity
The distance between you and me
It don't really bother me
Cuz I see it's shrinking
We ain't going to waste no space
Moving at a steady pace
To an even better place
That's maybe never ending
Track Name: Post Grad
How'm I supposed to find the one and only
If I'm falling off the grid?

Makes me want to cry
Makes me want to die

Man, a dollar's a whole lot smaller
Than when I was just a kid

Makes me want to cry
Makes me want to die

Taking ill of bad advice
Makes me want to cry
Doing time to pay the price
Like until I die

I'm the strangest stranger
Getting strange out in the strangest land

Makes me want to cry
Makes me want to die

Took the esoteric easy rider's
Empty open hand

Makes me want to cry
Makes me want to die

I am Wendy clicking shoes
Into a place that I'm not from

Nowhere to go
No one I know
Nothing to show
Will I ever be free?

Going to the biggest place
To get my picture took was dumb

No one I know
Nowhere to go
Nothing to show
Will I ever be free?

Makes me want to cry
Makes me want to die
Track Name: Sacred Harp BFK
Sitting in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with a butterfly

Punching the mirror
Fracturing fear
I cut my face up
Don't look at me baby

Sitting in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with a butterfly

4th of July
Doctor, islander,
Biker people
So look at me baby

Cuz I just halfway understand
So I could use a helping hand

I see Hobo Joe
Old and smells like death,
Beer, and burger

Check out new-blue tooth
He ain't got no time for his baby
In between these both kinds of crazy

Well,
Sitting in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with my butterflyknife
Me in my room
Playing with a butterfly

Closing the blinds
Sitting by myself
And being quiet
So know when you look at me baby

You can't stop thinking
Once you can stop
Track Name: No Words
Me and my friends we got no words
We don't need them to understand
It plays like an awesome band

When one's got color in the head
Two's got music in the head
Three's got visions in the head

Of Freddy Mercury
Dancing to Queen
Inside your brain
All the livelong day

I'm half the Word away
A subjective world a way inside

My best friend forgot all his words
Did you need them to understand
Because you want him to understand

What's the color in your head
Through the music in your head
From the visions in your head

Of Freddy Mercury
Dancing to Queen
Inside your brain
All the livelong day

I'm half the Word away
A subjective world away inside my mind

I'm in a play inside a play
With or without grand design

I feel I've pulled apart in something
But I can't trust my own lines

Because I'm half the word away
In a play inside a play inside
My best friend

Has become my girl
Who honestly tries to understand
Not empathize with her biggest fan

Cuz the color in her head
And the music in her head
Plus the visions in her head

Of Freddy Mercury
Belong to her inside her brain
All the livelong day

Her mind
I'm half the Word away
A liturgic world away
Track Name: Spooky Scary
I have worked about a million 18 hour days
Living in an endless sleep deprived myopic haze

By the time I get home you're already fast asleep
When you wake I'm like a dead body beneath a sheet

But I just want to make enough bread
To get to lay in bed
And watch Dr. Who with you and the bunnies

Is the world a vampire?
I don't know….

Spooky gets so grumpy every time I am away
You give him my dirty socks to keep his 'tude at bay
By the time I get home you're asleep and he's awake
Chewing on my shoes in fear that I want to escape

But it's really my fantasy
For it to be just you and me
And the bunnies

Everybody's talking angst bout how to get their kicks
I think that stuff's just made up to sell leather jackets
Every time I get home you're already fast asleep
Am I living in a nightmare or is this "the dream?"

But it's my fantasy
Just you and me
And the bunnies

Is the world a vampire?
Track Name: Small World
I don't want to mistake my world
For the whole world
I don’t want to mistake my world
For the whole world

It would be so boring
It would be so boring
It'd be crazy boring

If I did mistake
My world
For the whole world
Because my world
Ain't the whole world

(This world ain't small at all)

I don't want my world
To be the whole world
(Bc it's bigger and better)

It’d be a small world
If it's the whole world
(Bc it's bigger and better)

I don't want my world
(Cuz you ain't god)
To be the whole world
(Cuz you ain't god)
Bc my world
(Cuz you ain't god)
Can't be the whole world
(Cuz you ain't got)

I’d be so bored
(You ain't god)
With being right
(You ain't god)
All the time
(You ain't god)
That I might want to die

If my world was the whole world
(Cuz you ain't god)
Track Name: Youniverse
I want to
Spend some of my time with you
Because I know I'm going to die
And that you will die too

You will die too
But no one wants to talk about it

Like you do
Whenever I am blue
Because I always calms me down
And plus I like it too

I like it too
Because the way you talk about it's like

It ain't even planets
It ain't even poles
It ain't revolutions
Within solar systems no
It's like one whole universe
Gone straight across the universe
Into another universe
In space between me and you
Between me and you
The space between me and you
Is close enough for me to magic

I'm like you
I don't have to be here too
In a boring game without a name
Unless you play it true
I wanna play with you
Cuz baby you won't dance around it

Cuz you want to reach out
It makes me want to reach out
Cuz I want to reach out
Watch out I'm going to reach out too

Y-O-U
And all the things I'd do
To kick the can on down your road
Until I'm too old to

Continue
Or even try to break the habit

For I flew
Just like a bird into
The fontanelle behind my eyes
When I was around two

Do you believe that's true?
Your eyes imply that it could happen like

It ain't even planets
It ain't even poles
It ain't revolutions
Within solar systems no
It's like one whole universe
Gone straight across the universe
Into another universe
In space between me and you
Between me and you
The space between me and you
Is close enough for me to magic

Cuz I came to reach out
I came to geek out
I came to freak
It makes me want to reach out
I came to freak